couldn't talk to anyone
it's too late
kiss your youth goodbye
told yourself you
wouldn't procrastinate
you're always wasting time
making decisions
just to say you did
no satisfaction in this room
in a clouded head space
you hid from everyone you knew
lost out on the chance
to be whole
now you will never
sleep never comes
fatigue ensues
comfort's never reached
understanding eludes
when will the melodies
sound new again?
it never mattered
guilt is sewn into my heart